I have been wondering if I should join the army or any sort of military service lately, but I honestly know that life just isn’t for me.
this makes me so fucking depressed fucking hell i wish there was something i could tell him to make him not join but its what he wants for his life and he leaves for training in a month, i questioned him on it and he said its cause he’s not good at anything other than how physical he is and he said it pays well. and his whole family does it so he doesn’t want to disappoint them and just i don’t fucking understand okay its all so stupid fuck.
